“‘Would you give me your Mac if I got you a date with [my old crush] and got her to kiss you?’ (My best friend asked me this)
Immediately, I said yes like an idiot. She then said that i’m too innocent. I wouldn’t do anything else like see her naked or have sex with her.
Even if it’s imaginary or ‘let’s pretend’, the relationship is already rushed. 1 kiss. ONE. Is better than anything in the world especially if it’s from [said crush]. I wouldn’t honestly care if I never see her naked or whatever. 1 kiss from her is all I need. I’d cherish it forever unlike some people. Wanna know why? Because I’ve never been in the ONE relationship, I don’t rush things. In fact, I’m ashamed of my body. I’m at that point where I feel like NOBODY will love me because of my ugly body. Because I’m fat. My body is embarrassing.”