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I hate when bands break my heart

I always make people cry happy tears ahhhh

To anyone that has ever liked someone and saw them kiss or love someone else and then feeling your heart get ripped out and acting like nothings wrong YOU DESERVE A FUCKING AWARD.

I’m done.

I’m tired of still feeling hurt by you. I’m tired of getting sad over you. I’m tired of you treating me like I’m nothing after we briefly shared something at one point. You lead me on and then abandoned me for someone who treats you like shit. It’s fucking obvious that I and probably everybody else treats you way better and you still can’t get that fact through your head. 

I’m so tired of writing you dumb letters that you’ll never read. I’m tired of hurting and suffering here while you remain completely oblivious to everything. HOW FUCKING DARE YOU.

You ass. I’m done.

It’s common that I’m torn up about a girl I really like. It’s rare that it makes me happy because it usually doesn’t last very long.

Oh gawd, I’m dying.
I’m emotionally dying right now.

As the pain is slowly disappearing, I am suddenly remembering the feeling of my heart dropping in my chest the day you broke it. I suddenly remember the pictures of you in the arms of someone else that is burned into my retina. 

I am suddenly broken again.

When I start crying about my anxiety, I noticed that I’m not able to stop no matter who I’m talking to, what I’m listening to or what I’m doing. I just curl up into a ball and cry.