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I had a dream about her last night. I was with her and was trying to be poetic about her in my dream too. It went something like this:

It’s night time. She’s sound asleep on my bed. I lay next to her while playing a smooth, mellow song on my phone on a low volume. She’s actually awake because she tells me she loves the song I’m playing. I turn up the volume on my phone, and lay into her. The front of my body pressed against her back, my arms wrapped around her. She accepts my cuddle by not moving. I lean in and kiss her several times. My mother is somewhere outside my bedroom and I am not afraid of her finding us together.

Then later in the dream, we were together again. She calls me her lover and her best friend. I asked her if I’m her wife. And she said “Don’t push it.” I then hugged her from behind as we browse through instagram together. Then I started thinking, “Oh shit. She called me her best friend.”

Then I woke up.

I had another dream about Gay Ass again, damn it. -____-

I had a dream last night that I was with Daryl and I wanted to have sex with him

Just woke up from the freakest dream ever

Oh gawd, I had a dream about this girl I use to be madly in love with and it was a nice dream D:

Took a nap in my brothers room and had a dream that I wanted a rose tattoo on my left forearm.
Now I think I want one

I am ready.

I’m ready to pack up & move out of this wretched town. This town holds painful memories and unforgettable tears. I’ve had my heart broken way too many times within the confines of this bedroom. I’ve experienced the pain, I’ve felt the darkness wrap it’s arms around me. 

I am ready to move far, far away and leave everything behind. I have nothing left holding me down. I shall start anew. Make new friends, make new enemies. See the stars and create new adventures. Explore the unimaginable, discover the wonders of life. Rebuild my damaged heart. Learn to care & love again.

 I am ready.