I was back at school. Sitting at our usual lunch table back when I was a senior. (And of course I have the best view to look at my crush xD). I looked at my crush who was sitting with a group of friends near by and there was this guy who was all over her. It looked to be her boyfriend. A boyfriend she never mentions on facebook because she’s never on. He was playing with her and she enjoyed it. At that sight, it left me heart broken. </3
I think my brain is trying to tell me to move on. Because there will be a time when my crush will get a boyfriend (or such) and I’m gonna have to live with it. It happened before last year but the relationship didn’t last long.
So in the past few nights, I’ve been having dreams where I’m with a girl (like we’re together). I don’t know who this girl is but in all the dreams, she’s sweet, caring and loving towards me. But in each dream, she’s a different person. But her personality seems to be the same in all of them. I honestly don’t know why I’m having these strange dreams. Could they mean something?