I may be over you but I still went on your facebook to see if there was a picture of you in a prom dress. Considering that tonight is our school’s prom.
I’m sorry, I just wanted to see you looking stunningly beautiful one last time.
Guess that’s not gonna happen.
Eventually I found her. But I had to work up the nerve to talk to her because just seeing her in person made me super nervous. It was the first time I heard her voice. For the rest of the evening, I tried keeping her voice in my head so I can enjoy it a little bit longer. Because I knew once it’s gone, I’ll never hear it again.
I closed my eyes & I saw her face
My best friend texted me saying that we’re going to the club next week.
She already told her girlfriend that they need to find me a “hot bitch.”
I think I deserve one :]
Ewww
She better not come back.
That fat piece of fuck
I’m tired of chasing. Tired of loving girls who treat me like I’m invisible. Girls who want nothing to do with me. I’m tired.
One day I will get it right. I will find that special girl that will love me. Whoever she is. She’ll be the one who will finally accept my love. And I will know what it’s like to actually be loved back. To receive the same amount of love I give.
I won’t be so lonely anymore. I won’t feel like I’m alone in this world. I won’t have as much pain anymore. I’d be happy. I’d be complete…
I’d be whole.
Even in my own dreams, I’m invisible to her.
Feelings, go away.
No? Ok.
