I feel as though somethings wrong with me. Because certain people have been leaving my life lately. They have been disrespecting me and treating me like shit.
First, it was this bitch Pauline who I was close friends with at one point but she also made my life hell. She left to go to the philippines for college a few months ago. Second, my
best friend Hannah who i’ve known the longest (8 years) decided to focus all her attention on her new boyfriend she’s been seeing/hanging out with for the past 2 years. And because this new guy in her life, she ditched me several times for him and never gave me any time to spend with her. So I dropped her as a friend. And now, my only blood-related cousin I have that’s close-by and that I actually know well because we grew up together, decided to start becoming a total asshole.
Is there something wrong with me? These people I’ve know for a long time (Except Pauline. I only knew for 2-3 years now) were really close to me. Why are these people leaving my life? Am I becoming a loser?
That’s what I would think if I didn’t have any common sense. Common sense saved me from a depression.
Pauline, Hannah & Mark are gone. They are no longer a part of my life. True, they were a part of my life for quiet a long time but not any more. Here’s why.
They treated me like shit. Like I was nothing. They never gave me any respect. They didn’t appreciate my existence. They all did at one point but they eventually treated me like I was nothing.
Those people, are gonna regret treating me bad. TOP SECRET: My life is about to become incredibly awesome. Within the next few months, I’ll be meeting rich people and eventually famous people. I’ll be helping out the army of the USA. Therefore, meeting alot of soldiers who just came out of Iraq/war. I’ll be apart of big/private parties held by rich/famous people. My life is gonna change forever. And all that is gonna happened before the summer of 2012.
Once that’s happening, I will remember those who treated me right during high school and give them my blessing. Those who were so kind to me and actually appreciated me will be remembered and treated well as soon as I start getting a regular income in. Those include: Helen, Jiwon, Emily, Zuzel, etc. And defiantly my best friend, Lorraine. She deserves the most from me. She helped me through the pain that bitch Pauline put me through and the simple & heartbreaking crush I had on this girl during our senior year.
I guess God is showing me who is important in my life and who isn’t. So that way, I can see who deserves to be treated well in the future and those who don’t.