I feel like my anxiety has taken over my life. I sometimes think I will never function in society again. That I will live in my room forever or eventually commit suicide. I sometimes think I’ll never find love or become the adult I’d envision myself to be. That I will never be able to take care of myself when I get older.
My brother told me today that my dad is actually baffled that all my friends are crazy.
Sad thing is, I’m used to it.
I’m Alex Karev.
I may be over you but I still went on your facebook to see if there was a picture of you in a prom dress. Considering that tonight is our school’s prom.
I’m sorry, I just wanted to see you looking stunningly beautiful one last time.
Guess that’s not gonna happen.
I was on a golf course today so I tried to be Zac Efron.
Nailed it.
Doing a shoot tomorrow
slightly nervous or slightly anxious
bleh
This happened to me today
- -Leaving Walmart-
- Some random girl: Hey
- Me: Hey
- Girl: You look awesome enough to save the rain forest. Would you like to help?
- Me: Maybe tomorrow
- Girl: Alright
I really wanna go exploring so that I can find a really nice spot to have a picnic with someone
If you knew all the shit some of my friends have put me through in the past years, it’d make you really sad
It makes me sad
one of these days, i’m gonna go to my old hometown with a couple of friends, have a picnic in one of the parks there and basically explore and have wild adventures.
One day tho.
I posted a picture of Lights being blonde on facebook and this girl I knew in high school told me that her friend is best friends with Lights.
I checked out his facebook and omg she wasn’t lying.
so jelly right now
