Precious Darling

everybody keeps telling me, “we need to find you a hot girlfriend.”

i don’t get it thooo. do i deserve one or what

People keep telling me that i deserve a hot girlfriend

but what if (with my weight loss and all) i end up being that hot girlfriend to someone else? :O

is it weird that i wanna buy you a sweater of your choice, wear it for a few days straight so my scent is attach to it and send it to you?

that’s weird. i’m sorry

To My Future Girlfriend,

If you surprise me by wearing a school girls uniform in a very sexy, seductive way

i will rip your clothes off in .5 seconds and fuck your brains out

i love you babe

said no one to me ever

Eventually I found her. But I had to work up the nerve to talk to her because just seeing her in person made me super nervous. It was the first time I heard her voice. For the rest of the evening, I tried keeping her voice in my head so I can enjoy it a little bit longer. Because I knew once it’s gone, I’ll never hear it again.

From My Diary:

“‘Would you give me your Mac if I got you a date with [my old crush] and got her to kiss you?’ (My best friend asked me this)

Immediately, I said yes like an idiot. She then said that i’m too innocent. I wouldn’t do anything else like see her naked or have sex with her.

Even if it’s imaginary or ‘let’s pretend’, the relationship is already rushed. 1 kiss. ONE. Is better than anything in the world especially if it’s from [said crush]. I wouldn’t honestly care if I never see her naked or whatever. 1 kiss from her is all I need. I’d cherish it forever unlike some people. Wanna know why? Because I’ve never been in the ONE relationship, I don’t rush things. In fact, I’m ashamed of my body. I’m at that point where I feel like NOBODY will love me because of my ugly body. Because I’m fat. My body is embarrassing.”

If your hand is locked in with mine while you are eating me out

then I may just fall in love with you

I cho-cho chose you to have sex with me.

I should really consider quitting facebook. Not deleting it but just not go on it.

Every time I see you on my news feed, i literally jump inside. And when your face appears, my heart shatters all over again.

I just can’t take that anymore. I don’t dare delete you because I still remember looking for your facebook for 3 days just to find out your name.