No one will see this, no one will care
suicide has been on my mind lately.
and after today, it’s no question that my life is shit
anxiety & depression isn’t something you “get over”
don’t be surprise if i’m dead
it’s ironic how i tell people to stay strong and hope for a better tomorrow
when really suicide is on my mind
There’s alot of shit going on in my life right now. But I believe everything happens for a reason. That reason will soon be revealed to me.
What’s interesting is
right before she walked in and called me garbage
I was thinking to myself,
“I’m tired of impressing girls and falling on my face.”
Meaning, I’m tired of trying to impress the girl I like only to get hurt in the end.
And this all kinda relates back to high school.
I used to like these 2 girls who had some stupid impact on my life and it was during high school. Which means, I was hideous and very, very, very, very unattractive at the time.
Therefore, I’m feeling really shitty at the moment. >__>
Oh, look.
The only decent picture of us together. Nothings changed for her cuz she’s still a shitty person but i’ve become a badass & dead sexy ;D
I think when I have shitty days
I say shitty things :\
I’ll have NONE of your shit today!
xD
I feel like shit today.
I’d respond by asking your friend to pass that shit over here
I am broken.
I’m becoming more & more careful who I fucking trust now a days. People can be assholes. They can literally stab you in the back.
And if you told them you really like someone, their gonna stab you in the fucking heart.
I’m fucking done with this shit.
