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God, Tasha. You’re such a lesbian.

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Shit People Would Say To Me #1

I’m starting to feel like shit and the one person that can make me feel better, I can’t talk to because I have to get over her. Damn it.

I don’t know why i like packing but I also hate it cuz when I do pack I feel like i’m bringing too much shit that I may not even need.

I’m gonna have such a hard time when I move

A lot of good shit is gonna happen soon.

Kinda happy.

No one will see this, no one will care

suicide has been on my mind lately.

and after today, it’s no question that my life is shit 

anxiety & depression isn’t something you “get over”

don’t be surprise if i’m dead

it’s ironic how i tell people to stay strong and hope for a better tomorrow 

when really suicide is on my mind

(Source: natashiyaa)

What’s interesting is

right before she walked in and called me garbage

I was thinking to myself,

"I’m tired of impressing girls and falling on my face."

Meaning, I’m tired of trying to impress the girl I like only to get hurt in the end.

And this all kinda relates back to high school.

I used to like these 2 girls who had some stupid impact on my life and it was during high school. Which means, I was hideous and very, very, very, very unattractive at the time.

Therefore, I’m feeling really shitty at the moment. >__>

(Source: natashiyaa)

Oh, look.

image

The only decent picture of us together. Nothings changed for her cuz she’s still a shitty person but i’ve become a badass & dead sexy ;D

(Source: natashiyaa)