2009 - First crush
"How you make life fun and full of joy. I love you so much. You make time fly by and make my heart warm. <3 As you fall asleep slowly while in my arms, I would kiss the top of your head gently, hoping my kiss gives you loving wonderful dreams. The love you give me from your loving heart keeps me warm. I have the cornest words of all time. But I try to show my dedicated love to you. I hate myself so much, for I is deeply and madly in love with you."
2013 - Current crush
"Your body is beautiful. Thinking about it drives me insane. I swear I just want to love you. Kiss every inch of you body, caress the parts you hate the most, leave kiss trails on your tummy to your thighs. Let me make you feel beautiful. I want to show you off. […] I want your body. I want your soul. More importantly, I want you to be happy, loved. […] Oh, darling. Let me kiss every scar created on your body. Let me trace them with my finger one by one so that I may feel the pain you felt when a blade once took it’s place there. I’ll count and memorize each scar. Then I’ll kiss each one every time we’d share a physical intimacy. Or everyday if I have too, to make you feel loved, appreciated."