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I know I have attachment issues but I realized today that I may be attached to material objects because when I get attach to certain people, they never reach my expectations of them even tho it’s not set really high. My only expectations is for them to pay attention to me. Since no one has never met those expectations, I always get disappointed and hurt. Therefore, I get attached to material objects like books and tv shows because they can never hurt me like people do.

so last night, my brother and I were talking about Dexter. And I was asking him about sirko and viktor and asked if they were gay lovers or just really close friends. it ended with him calling me cute because I was innocent and I wasn’t able to pick up that they were gay lovers. damn it -__-

Wow. That ended really well actually.

brb, crying

This whole Malaysia airlines thing reminds me of Lost